Drugs and alcohol are something so strange. For a moment one chooses life in them. There is a moment of self-affirmation, a 'me against the outside'. Why feel this, why experience this when I can experience something else?
As Kant says, and Deleuze is one of the few to note this; time is the auto-affection of the subject. Kant says, 'space affects us and through time we affect ourselves'. Well drugs are at the limit of this auto-affection. How to absolutely transform the time emerging from us? How to grasp the time once appropriated by private suffering--by our own personal suffering and internalization? But soon time becomes a hell. It becomes a wait or a search for something to bare this load. How to get it next, how to acquire the proper means. Maybe its once you cannot remember a prior mode or state of your body. Or when the world comes to take on all the qualities of your muscles, emotions and thinking.
The drugs become their own force and take you up in them. You are grabbed up by their hand and dropped somewhere else. Anyone who has used consistently knows what I mean; you sit up, look around and ask, "where am I?" And it is just as he says in this. The limit is a non-identity, the end is the "penultimate". We identify or desire an end, but we stop only at the point which will allow us to continue on the next day. And then we really stop when everything breaks below us and the bottom falls out. Today things must change! But not always in our own voice. Although often of the choir of voices. A friend's voice in one's own voice, or one's own as the mother or father, etc.
This is why I am so skeptical of OOO's thesis that time emerges from objects. What does this mean? That the heroin is the emergence of its slowing of time, that it has this time as a property? That use of acid at such and such a time has that historical moment emerging from it, in itself? "This is only a manner of speaking," one has to say. Rather any object may have some internal relation within itself that is it's private means of translating the world; of grasping transformation. Maybe if that internal process includes a brain, it also may include time. Animals can do drugs, I have seen first hand...but can they say "today things must change"?